I got laid off this morning.
I’ve finally stopped crying, and the more I say it, the easier it is. And the more numb I feel. Or nauseous.
Sure, it’s the position, and not me. Sure it’s the economy. Whatever you want. The bottom line is: I no longer “do” anything. And that is humiliating.
I don’t know how to do anything.
The last thing I can try to “do” is to drown myself in the shower.